PT and Asnismus

I allowed myself a little self pity and hopeless mindset. This wasn’t good of me. I know from Vaginismus and Pelvic Floor Dysfunction that this doesn’t help and just makes matters worse. 

So back to positive mindset. It has been quite a week. Finally convinced Abram to at least check out the specialist from a group I am in on Facebook. While I’m not certain this is my answer I need to rule out if there is a potential. My fear is this doctor is going to take advantage of me or worse I go through another laparoscopy and told nothing. Then I just have to accept that the Asnismus and pelvic floor dysfunction is going to be my life problems. 

I found a female obgyn in Washington DC. I did speak to my pelvic floor PT whom I trust her completely. I mentioned scheduling with the  doctor and she said that it could be contributing and worth ruling out. 

I scheduled another family dr visit after several enemas and laxatives and otc stuff did nothing to move the Bowls.  Now I have gas pains, back pains, abdomen pains, and just flustered and feeling like bloated. 

I don’t even know what they can do and do for me today. Now as I type I wonder why I scheduled. It’s just going to be here is a colonoscopy prep which I don’t respond to. Oh well.